Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I thought i hv u..
Nope..
I was wrong..
I was alone the whole night long..
Life probs are killing me..
I just want things to be simple..
I dont wanna think, suspect and guess..
Im really tired of this..
Please..
Im simple..dont make me so complicated..
Hope things will be better..

Sunday, September 27, 2009

I dont love myself enough..
Once again..i let myself being hurt..
Its been a while since i can sleep well...every day i'll be hving nightmares...
Too much stuffs are bugging me..
Cant breathe..
Just wish tht everything will turn out better...

Monday, September 21, 2009

I failed my exams...for the second attempt..
He's ignoring me at the same time..
And i cant find any tutors in UK to help me solve this prob..all of them are not available..
I cant go back to UK to further my studies..
Im feeling helpless right now...everything seems to go against me..
I feel like dying..seriously..
Why is the reality so harsh to me..
I jz want to graduate..now i cant do anything at all..