Recently..many stuffs happened..

Hving bad results..disappointed with myself..yea..once again..

At the same time..learning life lessons..process of learning is painful..the feeling of failing is just unexplainable..

Hate this kind of feelings..

Just hv to stand up..i dont hv a choice..i hv to..

Thx my frenz..i love u all..

Before heading to the airport..Mandi said she wanna spend time with me..so we including William went to La Tasca, one fine spanish restaurant in Reading for dinner=)

We had..

Aubergines

Mushrooms

Chicken Wings

Potatoes

Fried calamari

Spanish sausage

Paella

King Prawns

Spinanch with beans, cherry tomatoes and spanish sausages

Fried prawns

Chicken

Desserts..

Fresh strawberries with vanilla ice-cream

This is my dessert..yum yum..

Choc mousse with strawberries

Mandi=)

Me^^

Now im back to Msia..the weather here is unbearable..im sitting at home dont know what to do..wanna go out..bt its really toooooo HOT!!!!

Still looking forward to how im gonna spend my 3 months here..

Sudd..I dont wanna leave UK..these few days kept thinking about cancelling my flight..

Well..i will love Msia..tht time i wont wanna come back UK..

So i should go back now..

Haix..Im missing UK..lol..though im still here..lol

My 20th Birthday

No longer a TeeNager..Been emotional recently..horrible feelings..Nvr thought of celebrating my birthday..thx to Yew Yung..she made an effort to celebrate for me..She went to pick up her friend Luke..bought lots of stuffs to my place..they hand made tiramisu for me..

Nvr expected Mandi to come home for me..I was in my room when she and her friend came in with a cake and pops..on the cake there were 21 candles..20 for my age..1 for all my wishes to come true..Really surprised! Really touched<3
I got 2 cakes..one my Princess cake from YewYung..one from Mandi..
Joe said that he must giv me something for my birthday..I said u dont hv to..He said he dont hv to bt he should..so he brought loads of beer..which is in fact for HimSelf and not for ME..but he said tht is his treasure..

Jane and Pooja came over to celebrate with me..but cz they are abit nt feeling well..so they left early..

Gt presents and cards from William..Yewyung..and Hxin..



I dont hv mood to go out..everyone came to my place..with wine..gifts and cakes..so i treated everyone Dominos..

Had a very touched birthday..Got wishes from so many friends and my family..Knew i'd been making everyone worried..Thx to some specific friends, those in UK and Msia..you guys called up and try to cheer me up..i knw..Am glad to hv u guys by my side..Thx..

Happy 20th Birthday to myself..