Today's party not bad..

Thanks to mummy, granny and my maid for preparing everything..

After party went yamcha with frenz..NICE~Missing my frenz already=)

Now my house hving BBQ party..hvn go meet up with Yeyan and the gang..they dont knw hw to come to my house..

My house full of kids now..bro and sis's frenz..si beh noisy..

Me alone in the room online..nth to do..nobody to chat with..

Been a while since i sign in to any stuffs of mine..Facebook..MSN..and even blogging..nvr happen huh? I remembered Vh said b4 its weird nt to see me nt going online even for a day..but now i disappeared for so long..

I became intimidated and scared of almost everything now..i used to be timid..bt like now..guess nvr happened..i dont hv my life..dont knw hw to talk to my frenz dont knw wht to do..

im so sick and tired of my life..

You just dont knw how much i love u..

I thought i hv u..

Nope..

I was wrong..

I was alone the whole night long..

Life probs are killing me..

I just want things to be simple..

I dont wanna think, suspect and guess..

Im really tired of this..

Please..

Im simple..dont make me so complicated..

Hope things will be better..

I dont love myself enough..

Once again..i let myself being hurt..