CNY 09 UK

Before blogging about wht happened for CNY..will like to share this..

The night before CNY's eve..went shopping at The Oracle with Yew Yung..When the shops were closed and we decided to hv a toffee sundae at McD..we saw one old couple dancing in the middle of the complex..hehe..so i recorded it down..Sweet sweet couple right??? Hope tht all couples will like them..loving each other till they were old..too bad i din get to record the part where the posed and kissedXD

CNY's eve..went to London with Jane and Yew Yung..

Me and Jane at China Town

YewYung nid to go to church..so me and Jane pergi makan dulu at one of the Japanese Restaurant..the food was good=D

My Food

Then we went to Tong Shui shop..

OMG..the sai mai lou sux..and tht po lo pao..bread say bread lah..wht po lo pao!!!

Yew Yung came..we met up and went to some Oriental Shops..bought some CNY's cookies..cost me around 8 pounds for these=.=/

For dinner we went for steamboat..Oh dear..this sux..i paid 30 pounds bt i din eat anything..cz i dont eat lamb and beef..and the soup=.=/

After im back to Reading..i felt hungry..zzz..cz i din eat much..i din get to eat seow yok or roast chicken or roast ducklah><

The total spend on food for tht day was..60 pounds..deng deng..

Those times

Im watching the video 'Just for Eefang'..

Time flies..it'd been two years..

Missing those times we used to hv..

Tht time we prepared this video for Eefang..its a surprise for her..so tht she wont be feeling lonely celebrating cny at overseas..and nw..

Its my turn..

Everyone changed..Appearance..the way we dressed..i seriously dunno y i can dress up like tht at tht time..hahaXD

Now..

Everyone's at everywhere..haix..

Missing home..Miss celebrating cny at my hometown with family and going bainian with you guys..Ah san..though i knw u wont be reading this blog..but..

MY SHOU MIAN><

I love everyone..Happy Chinese New Year

Im fine

Im getting better..
Thx everyone..love u all so much!
Feeling really tired right nw..bt still hvn loads of work to be completed by tonight..
Hv to start work right nw..ciaoz

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Its 5sth in the morning nw..

Out of a sudden..

I cried again...

Dont knw y..

Mummy chat-ed with me in msn..

asking me:' izit love sick or home sick?'

I said both abit..

Mummy din force me to say wht happened abt love sick..

As abt homesick..she said this..

ZCMock says:
i jz wan u to think wisely...as wht i understand u have a loving family...and if reali bcos homesick cant stay london for your law studies pls let us know u can still find a way to resolve it...ok?
no matter hw dun try to keep your problem by yourself

dun worry tht dad and i ll scold u

your health and live happily is the most important thing to us

Nvr thought tht mummy will tell me such things..

im touched..

but still..i cant control my emotions..

Guess im under depression..

Im hving a sickness am i???

I got great friends..once knwing im down..everyone came to concern..

some of them even take turns to accompany me..even though they are in msia..even its late in the middle of the night..they still accompany me..i knw its bcz they care and worry abt me..

Thx to all of u..

Im sorry cz i behaved like this..i really cant help it..its nt tht i wanna be like this..

Im feeling bad myself..

Im sorry..

Im scared><

I don't knw since when im like tht..im afraid of being alone..im reli scared..

I must hv someone talking to me or be with me..or else i will start thinking all sorts of things..and get myself so depressed..and i will cry..

Im scared..i dont wanna be alone..i felt so abandoned..

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Its dark..

Sooooo cooold.....

Im sooo alone.........

Down

This is the 156 times im listening to 'Bedtime' by Usher..

feeling really bad and down..i dont knw hw many times do we hv to face this..

im already trying very hard to smile with my friends and trying to forget..

i still cant do it..

jz saying i dont trust u..and left..thts all???

y do u hv to act like this?...

Back to Malaysia

30/12/08-10/1/08

Went back to Malaysia for a very short period of time..but at least i got to go back..miss everything in Msia..

1st gathering with 5S2

Bah Kut Teh with Wei Chin aka BotakChin aka Chef John Rambo

Met some new friends at Wei Chin's restaurant^^

Laksa with S2 Gang in Sunway Pyramid

Meeting with my Sistaz in 'LAW'

Dated Nick and KahYunn at Sunway Pyramid

Went back Pahang to cut my hair..

my COUSINS~

Met up with Shake and the gang ...Finally got to meet him and Evon..just before im leaving on the next day..Zzz..

Went to Zouk with someone special and his frenz^^

Dinner with my lovely family..muacksss<3

The most reluctant part..in the airport..going back to UK..haix><

Here are some videos..enjoy~

Dubai

Its 5sth in the morning..i just reached Dubai's airport..

Feeling really tired..met up with Jing Yi..thought he'll help me take my luggage..mana tau he asked me to help me take cigarrettes instead..zzz...bt in the end he did help me to pull my hand luggage for a while =.=/

Mistaken that we will be boarding on the same flight..haix..his flight will be after an hr..mine??? I have to be here for more than 7 hours...haix..

He belanja me makan Haagen Dazs..and now he left already..and here i am..all alone getting online..Chatting with D and Gim Hong..at least i got them with me..i wont feel tht bad..haix..Missing everyone in Msia..im going back to hell again..ciaoz everyone~

Dont kick me back to UK><

AHhhhhhhh~ So few days in Msia only..i knw i should appreciate cz hxin din even get the chance to come back..bt i reli dun hv much time here...i dont wanna go back UK..

Dont kick me back UK lah~ pls lah..i hvn ate much local food leh..dont like tht lah>